Valentines Day

Of course, in honour of Valentine's Day, D & I would have a fight. A "no-sleep all night" kind of fight, him trying to leave in the hours of the morning and me saying that it was his decision, but he was the one to reap the consequences of walking out on me b/c we were fighting/disagreeing and going to 'work' at 2:30AM (ha!), instead of staying and trying to work something out, or at least try to understand what the other person is saying. I said that because he has tried to resort to 'leaving'. I am not having that. Sorry, but you do not leave in the middle of something. Sure, you're mad, but you do not just brush it under the rug- get it down, right here, right now. I have to know what's going on, I will not be left in the dark about a disagreement. It will either work out or not. I am not one to delay that decision.

He ended up staying, thank God. I was not sure what I would have done if he had walked out- he's done it before, or rather, tried/said he was, but then we get talking and work something out.
Ah! Regardless, I am not going into details here, but I just wanted to get it out because I feel frustrated about this,......I am frustrated at him and 'us'. And no, I do not give a care whether it's "Valentine's Day" or not when we fought, it really does not matter. Every day should be a "Valentine's sort of Day" if you are in love. You should make it a point to show that other person you love them so much every day,.......not just 'save it up' more or less for that one holiday where there are more pink and red paper hearts floating around in your grocery store (or your local tack room store, for that matter!) than there are loafs of bread or Dressage saddles for the tack room store reference,................deal with it-I've only had 1/2 a cup of coffee and part of a bagel, and less than enough sleep for the night.
Any thoughts? We've fought before, but I am just getting tired of it.
Really. I am.
-Em