Yup, you heard that right. I have not studied for an Exam III of the Biology301 class. Freakin' out? Was. Still freakin' out? Not so much. I'll do what I can for it and make sure my final ( take home, optional, but hard ) exam is up to snuff, or par. Or whatever. (A please?)
I know, how did I get myself into this quandry, despite my talking and planning of studying for this Exam III for days and days and attending study lectures for it and making a huge outline and memorizing every little freakin' detail and reading the chapters twice over at least! Whew! Makes me tired just thinking about it. And in reality, that is what I had planned on doing and what I should have done for this test, but oh well. Rebel in me comes out I guess. I get preoccupied with other things and other plans and my Biology301 studytime gets to be condensed into just a few hours, or hour, before the exam. NOT my typical work here. I am NOT a lazy slob who doesn't care. Just busy and forgot. Honestly. Oh well.
I have a lesson on Sasha after that class, so hopefully that will go well. To be honest, I am not really in a mood to have a lesson, just really busy with school ( other classes, like the CSCE102 class that took my time away from studying for my Biology301 Exam III,..................................) and feeling like I need to get so much done, it gets me down.
That, and also I am in a 'questioning/thinking' mood about what I want to do and what I can do with my life, with OUR life (+Danny!), and the horses, and Dressage, and what Danny wants to, actually, really, seriously, wants to do in life, and how to make it happen. Got me kind of down, a bit depressed, for lack of a better word, these past few days.
Of course, Danny and I did finally talk it out a bit and have some ideas. I just have to be honest with him and he with me about all this and not just 'string ourselves and our hearts along' for pity's sake or because we don't know. We'll get there. Wish us luck.
I think I want to head out west. :)
Oh well, let me stop procrastinating and eyeball this stupid exam study guide-pray I can at least pass it and not kill my average. Hopefully.
Then, if I can, to have a lesson on Sasha. I am almost tempted, as much as I want to ride her, to call and say I am just too busy with school studying and not really in the right frame of mind, so to speak, to get on and ride a lesson this week, because in reality, I am too busy with school. I really do need to at least focus on these two last exams (Biology301/CSCEV102) to finish this semester strong and also, NOT TO FORGET THIS PLEASE *note to self here*, to sign up for Spring 2010 classes now. Like, tomorrow. (Friday? Yeah, no classes then. Or even, perhaps, today after that Biology301 class/exam,.............) or today. I mean, duh!, why didn't I think of it before?! They are in the same building, I can just do exam and get classes approved all in one building and trip to Columbia! Whoo-hoo! )
See? Blogging really is good to do instead of studying! Really! It is!
Off to get Exam III done and get classes registered.
Happy riding to those who do not have a Biology301 Exam III and classes to register for.
-Em
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